i don't get you, but i can't help but keep away from you... i dont know what you want or what i want, all i know is that no matter how much you confuse me or even make me mad i don't want you out of my life
I feel like no one cares. I feel like people say they do, only because it’s the right thing to say when someones upset. But I feel like no on genuinely cares. People listen because they feel like they should, not because they actually wanna listen. They have their own problems to take care of. I hate feeling alone. But I know this is how I’ll be dying, just like the rest of the world. Everything in life is a filler. When death comes around, that’s it. It’s over. Nothing I’ve done will be remembered and once the people involved with my life die, more of me will as well. The clock is ticking for all of us. And we’re nothing but a small microscopic spec in this huge universe.
You know what’s the worst ? Thinking you have a chance with someone, and then realizing that you actually don’t. Wasting your time on someone. wasting your time thinking about them every moment of the day. Wasting your time just waiting for a text or a call back. Wasting your time just waiting If they feel the same way as you, wondering If they’re thinking about you too. When In reality, they aren’t. While your making them your priority, they’re only making you an option